I can’t stand chronologically young people with defeatist, old attitudes.
— ChocolateGeisha (@HeidiNakanishi) March 11, 2012
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Misery and the Dried-Up Fountain of Youth
11 Mar 2012 4 Comments
ChocolateGeisha Spills the Sake!™ 
Mar 12, 2012 @ 13:29:44
Where did my witt, chatty Heidi go?? Please find her for she!!! I miss her.
Mar 12, 2012 @ 13:53:43
She’s in the abyss of non-inspiration and *near* hopelessness called, “Florida”. I know that you love it hear, but do take notice that such an environment is toxic to my joie de vivre. I’m trying to overcome this negative perspective, but not doing a good job of it.
Mar 13, 2012 @ 00:25:05
And I still don’t know why you’re there, when or if you intend to return to the Jersey
Shore and the big apple, blah, blah!! It is okay to be privy to your information, yet if by chance,there is any way I can help lift you up, I am here. Remember that I invented melt down/insanity/severe depression amd all of crap . I honestly have learned to be happy no matter where I am. I did not like Germany and stayed too long. Two miserable years. I decided I’d rather be a bag lady, living under a bridge. When Trish and Jack asked me to move in with them in Georgia. It’s okay there and I love Palm Coast. I am spending more time here to help Pam and girls.. If I could afford a little condo or over 55 complex, I’d move. Then again Trish cannot stand being alone and I am not crazy about it..
The way my life has always gone, I am exatly where I need to be for my lessons as I believe we all are. You need to write a letter to God about your present location, and conditions. Why you are there and ask him to expedite your lessons and provide answers for you. It is a means of praying for answers by way of seeing your text rather than being a beggar to God. Meditate on it and see what thappens. You are no longer that laid back Island girl…sand and palm tree girl. You have lived in the most exciting place in the world and so has Sake Mike. You have your mom and as cool as she is, you will reach a point of misery where that is concerned. Hopefully both you and sake are working.
Florida is a wonderful state and yes I love a great deal of it. There are places, such as South Florida,, my birth home, I want to visit merely to see the people I love. there. Other wise I am over everything from Melbourne to Key Lago. I love to Keys. Central. inland Florida sucks alligator shit.
But to the point. I have been in places I truly love to plaes that discust me. I love to travel if is not financially prohibited. So, as hard as it is, I chalenge myself to be happy within, no matter where I am. That is what I want for my darin’ girl. Your marriage will be stressed and threatened by unhappiness within. Rather than to have self awareness and face the repair needed to make changes, because that is the hard way, it is much easier to jump the ass of a spouse. Sooo, I expect you future emails, written often, to be happy rather than morose. I expect to hear that you have a great, loving, sexual, kissy, kissy relationship with him and that Mama Bear, hubby and Heidi are best friends, renting red box comical movies and eating healthy tropical snacks. Tropical foods lift the spirits.
Waiting to hear from you, beause I love you and care about your happiness. That goes for Sake and Mama too.
Apr 02, 2012 @ 15:00:40
Still too overwhelmed to write details. Perhaps, a chat may have to do, one of these days.
Kisses!