Staying on the Upside: My Field of Dreams

I still walk around, aimlessly, trying to get a handle on the confusion that is my life. A few hours ago though, I decided to not take the logical route of actually grasping something for clarity; In my experience, such efforts have been as effective as trying to keep a slippery fish in hand. Instead of going with facts and certainty, I guided myself towards intuition and faith– The latter need not be religious for others, but my spiritual self senses that someone or something is looking out for me… the Lord, the Universe, the Buddha guy whomever or whatever, I feel that my back is under surveillance and secured. With that said, I went into “mover-shaker” mode to get the ball rolling on a pet project of mine that will complement the concept of my fledgling muse, ChocolateGeisha Productions.

I discussed my idea with a valued confidante who was concerned about the logistics of not having enough supporting players in place to make this undertaking go smoothly. Her opinion seemed to slightly change when I compared the circumstances to a Kevin Costner flick and confidently assured her that if I start the process, “they will come.”

Call me Don Quixote, but I see the cavalry on the horizon.

©2012 Heidi Rodney-Nakanishi and ChocolateGeisha Spills the Sake!™


Staying on the Upside: Reasons to Keep Living

How tragic… you don’t want to be around anymore? It hurts my soul to know this.

I don’t have a lot of wisdom, but one thing that I do know– we all want you here.

  • Your pain is a learning experience to help you grow, know what you don’t want in life and make a move to change your circumstances in a proactive manner… not lead you six-feet-under.
  • It’s terrible to be the “poster child” for “Down-and-Out“, but someone’s gotta do it; Realize that your current… temporary turmoil has the potential of transforming you into an anchor for others who need comfort; Wouldn’t life seem so much more tolerable if you had someone to turn to… someone* who really understood and cared enough to help guide you away from despair? {*Take note: I’m not a professional counselor (though seeking one is highly recommended†), but my blog, here, is a way for me to reach out and let you know that you’re not alone and have this someone as a cyber-ally.}
  • Don’t give your naysayers the satisfaction of seeing you crumble; It’s unfortunate, but true… many people out there do not have your best interest at heart. As the old proverb goes, “Misery loves company.” They just might be waiting for your demise to have something to talk about, making themselves feel better because you couldn’t handle the tough time. DON’T LET THOSE BITCHES WIN!
  • Your presence in other people’s lives is far more important than you’ve been made aware; Being that person who’s been there, able to spread empathy and tenderness to other people, creates community, understanding and hope.
  • Your absence from the world would have a devastating impact on others… more than you know; It’s simple– YOU ARE LOVED. Let the inner-glow of those who truly care about your well-being guide you out of that scary place.

“Darkness cannot  drive out darkness… only light can do that.” ~Martin Luther King, Jr.

Your light is just over the horizon. Stick around and enjoy the view…

©2012 Heidi Rodney-Nakanishi and ChocolateGeisha Spills the Sake!™

Have I overlooked an other good reasons to stay on the upside? If so, please, do share in the comment section, below. Thanks!

†Crisis Centers (I have no affiliation with the following organizations and only offer these links as suggestions:) (USA) (International)

International Association for Suicide Prevention

Ode to Misery (in the style of “Let It Snow”)

When life’s not so delightful
And, family ties are more than frightful
And optimism has no place to grow
Let it go, let it go, let it gooooo!

© 2010-2020 Heidi Rodney-Nakanishi and ChocolateGeisha Spills the Sake!™ All images are copyrighted by their respective authors.

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